... I'll tell you what I know, in case you have to face the same thing. I don't know how helpful it will be, because I can't truly explain my actions.
Ryunosuke... he truly wasn't in his right mind. He's a good man, he would never hurt a soul. But he was attempting to kill me, and I didn't understand why. I lost control, myself.... but I'm not like him.
[ was it him? was it an outside force? he's an emo bitch ]
We were both awake while everyone else was asleep. We started to investigate, to try to figure out why only we were awake... it was normal, at first, and then Ryunosuke began acting strangely. He claimed he couldn't trust me, and attacked me. We fought.... I was trying to calm him down, but nothing I said got through to him.
Yes. I can't say I was in my right mind, myself. Ryunosuke is not a warrior like I am, surely... if I had been thinking straight, I could have come up with an alternate solution to restrain him.
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I do. I just... can't really explain my actions. At the time, I thought they were right, but.... frankly, I was just acting like a wild beast, myself.
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[ he holds his head with his good hand ]
No, I don't..... I don't know why...
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...Truly senseless, then. For it to be like this is--
[he exhales, shakes his head.]
And is your mind yet unclear?
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[ he's so dramatique ]
But I.... would never call what I did right.... It was entirely senseless.
[ just as emet said ]
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[he's just watching him, quietly, arms folded.]
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Ryunosuke... he truly wasn't in his right mind. He's a good man, he would never hurt a soul. But he was attempting to kill me, and I didn't understand why. I lost control, myself.... but I'm not like him.
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[hm. he considers that, a few moments.]
If you would, then-- explain what occurred, between the two of you. What happened after.
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[ was it him? was it an outside force? he's an emo bitch ]
We were both awake while everyone else was asleep. We started to investigate, to try to figure out why only we were awake... it was normal, at first, and then Ryunosuke began acting strangely. He claimed he couldn't trust me, and attacked me. We fought.... I was trying to calm him down, but nothing I said got through to him.
It wasn't too long before I lost control, myself.
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[his brow furrows deeper as he listens, just. taking this in.]
Do you recall everything that occurred when you lost control?
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I do. I just... can't really explain my actions. At the time, I thought they were right, but.... frankly, I was just acting like a wild beast, myself.
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[as someone else said: it's just fucked up.]
...speaking of beasts, however, I don't suppose you could explain the cat.
[it bit him so much he wants to know.]
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Ah, that cat... when Ryunosuke first started acting strange, he shoved me. I wasn't expecting it, so I fell over the cat.
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Wagahai belongs to Ryunosuke, I believe. [ actually she belongs to iris but w/e ]
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[ he hadn't given it much thought... too busy dealing with ryunosuke things ]