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w4, friday

[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-18 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Meteion is just sitting in the lobby for now, probably for a break with how exhausted she looks. her emotional state is.. rather dull, there are things there- not necessarily good ones, but not as strong as yesterday at least. from what's visible, it's a bit difficult to figure out how much she's bandaged up but one wing does have some along with a stray few black feathers. bandages are seen on her legs and her arms as well as her hands.

there's a spike of anxiousness when she sees him. ]
..Emet-Selch.

[ ... ] We just.. got done investigating the rooftop, did you.. want to know?
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-18 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
..Enough to, stabilize. [ that anxiousness festers a little. ] As, a creation, priority should be.. for Aymeric. And Prompto. As well as the others, that arrived before us..

[ her voice is quiet. looking to the small.. sword? keychain in her hand. ] Is.. Is Bass okay?
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a warm hopeful sense of relief at that reply. good. ] Mm... Shale and Steel were with us, before they got pulled away, too.

[ she fiddles a little with the keychain. a small buzz of uncertainty. ]

..Okay. [ her movements are very careful, as if trying not to add further stress onto her body. ] Oh, the rooftop was... really chilly. But no matter how much we looked, we couldn't figure out why it was? There was also.. sharp bits of pain beneath our feet when we walked around but we didn't see anything on the floor.

[ it's a bit. weird. ] Probably need people to investigate there, tomorrow..
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Avoid it?

[ no more investigation for birb? ]
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ her bare bird feet with the electric shocks last week too. this attack on her ]

Oh.. alright. I'll leave it, to others, then. [ she fiddles with the keychain a bit more. ]
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
My..? [ she blinks, looks to her keychain and stares at it for a moment. ]

..Yes. It was.. a sword, I had with me. It was the same kind of sword spirit, like Buzen, Kashuu and Yasusada.. I could feel, everything from it. And it could feel everything I did. It felt as if.. we had always had been together, like I knew how to use it. At some point our.. feelings got so interwined, I couldn't tell apart my own from it.

[ it's a bit puzzling, her emotions, but there is a strong sense of familiarity with it. ] ..We were on a mission. To ensure... the army we were with, would fail. [ ... ] The cost of.. losing a few of our deeply cared ones, to save the mass... millions of lives.

[ that murky despair can be felt from her. ] If.. we didn't, it would doom that star to death.
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
..I know. But I saw... watched Clarte die. Bass, Hermes was there too--

[ how could she forsake those she loved? even so.. she grips onto the keychain a bit firmer in her bandaged hands. ]

I... tried, but. Only two of us had.. this mission in mind. One did not. I... I died. I tried.. but I couldn't bring, myself to stop... [ to stop him. ] We failed that star.

[ that festering despair, it isn't overwhelmingly so but it. exists. sometimes, you happen to bad end your cyoa. ]
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a surge of panic at the question. ]

It- It wasn't his fault! It was.. his sword. His sword had been.. corrupted, a sorta.. plague, that twists and corrupts their bearer. He.. he had no choice, he did everything he could to protect us before then. It just.. became too much, at the end.

[ there's a feeling of sorrow, anguish, to have watched someone get corrupted and been unable to do anything about it. ]
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
He tried too-! It just... when I was killed, he.. tried to revive me, he did revive me and.. we both.. got killed.

[ it. it was a mess. So Much Happened. but yeah meteion sure did die.. twice. ]
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ distressed bird noises. ]

B-But, he is reliable.. they both are. [ despite what happened, there isn't a single emotion that suggests she blames either of the two she was with for what happened. just guilty for it ending up that way. ] We just... we weren't prepared for the corruption..

[ looking back the good end was so obvious and im crying for her bad end. ]
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[personal profile] meteion 2022-03-19 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
..I would. That corruption is.. no different than, what is forcing people here to kill someone else... I can't blame him, or them for that.

[ though, the mention of Bass makes her heart sink, an ache in her chest. that guilt a bit stronger. ]

...I.. I told him I'd be careful. [ that she'd run away and she couldn't even do that. it wasn't a promise persay but, that anxiety settles. ] ..Please.. don't tell him what happened.